what if..?

i was just thinking. we all at some point of our lives have thought about this. some do it in time of depression whilst others do it for the excitement. some of it is harmless like "what if i could go back in time..?" while others tend to become more depressing by the minute like those related to relationship and failure stuff.. "what if this never happened?" "what if i never met that person?" and some even go to the extreme of "what if i am dead?" as well. these what ifs are truly endless.

[these are some what ifs i Googled n liked..you can click on the image if u wanna see it big]

does these what ifs do any good to anyone? well, here's what it think. yes, sometimes it really does help some of us. but only if we regard these questions to the future and not to the past. if it's regarding any past even, i believe that it's completely useless. i mean, what's the point of it? but if it's about the future, it think this lil what ifs could affect a lot of decisions you make. like you could think about stuff given different variations in the situations likely or possible to occur. this way, you could prepare yourself for any possible scenario.

thinking religiously, i don't really know where exactly this what ifs stand in our religion [Islam] but i have definitely heard that it is not advisable [in fact, someone specifically mentioned that it is haraam] for us Muslims to be referring to the past using what if scenarios. i repeat, i do not know how far this statement is right.

so feel free to enlighten me with anything regarding this "what if"..

why do we always go and ask for forgiveness from those who we have hurt ONLY whenever someone else hurts us?

'appy like a 'ippo!!

went for a cycle ride last night.. what's so exciting about it? I DROVE IT! well it's the first time for me with a "L" board..
it was the most exciting night of my life so far! i felt like a lil kid who just got her favorite candy.. i was so proud of myself for completing the ride WITHOUT falling or bumping into another vehicle..and also partly coz my DAD was in the backseat! i bet he would have felt proud of his daughter last night.. [as if..haha]
anyway, i'm sooo appy..like a ippo!! looking forward to more of it. truly. *sigh*

The Ultimate Comeback

i have come up with the best comeback so far.. there's not a better and sensible comeback for this comeback yet.. ladies and gentlemen, i present you, this new sensational comeback.. "dhihkohgen!"

we [bulhaa, huralleen and me] were sitting near the kan last night. we were talking and talking when huralleen's brother went by. i was just joking about it saying that he's gonna go home n tell their mom that she was sitting there..dhihkohgen! [ok ok cool it, this doesn't have to mean anything wrong unless you think it is.. =P]

then my brilliant mind started thinking..! i just thought what it would be like to use this beautiful word with every single sentence! you can use this word with every sentence you say in dhivehi..[well almost every anyways] it really does fit, you know? [i can't wait to bug "some" people with this..]

ma midhany kaan..dhihkohgen!
thyna thi kiyany mi post..dhihkohgen!
aadhey kaan..dhihkohgen!
dhen mi nimuny..dhihkohgen!


this post was being written by me..dhihkohgen!

Words of Gratitude

this post is dedicated to a certain someone. [note: "certain someone" could be anyone, mind you!]

i thank you with all my heart. for everything you have done for me. and for ruining it all for me as well. prolly you didn't do it on purpose. but what's done is done. i have no hard feelings for you. nope, none at all.

thank you!