What Am I Looking For?

for the first time in my life, i truly wanted to sleep last night. just sleep and never wake up. i was longing for peace. longing for silence. longing for contentedness. i kept feeling like something is missing in life. something that i really really want. something i need.

this thought kept me up for hours. but i still don't have the answers. what is it that i am looking for? if i don't know this, how can i try to look for it?

i thought that i could sleep it off. but alas, here i am, wide awake in the morning trying to still figure it out. what is my mind trying to tell me?

what am i looking for?

A Day Of Firsts...

today [no wait, it's technically yesterday because it was before 12 0' clock], a series of firsts has happened leaving me all freaked out.

1. my dad initiated on making everyone go to moodhu.

2. i played volleyball [or any sport at all] with my dad.

3. my burugaa decided to go off my head while i was in moodhu. [this reminds of bulhaa because i think this has happened to her like twice or something.]

4. the second i finished the whole business of getting the burugaa back on my head, the first thing it thought was, this needs to go on my blog.

:/ right?

i know for people reading this, this might not sound a tad bit of unusual or freaky but for anyone who knows me well will know what i am saying. these things don't happen to me. at all.

and below is the first image that came up when i googled "a day of firsts"

now, how creepy is this? i mean, c'mon, [if i take that saying literally] i'd hate it if my burugaa decides to run off my head everytime i go to moodhu!

Once Upon A Time...

Once upon a time... I used to blog!

it's been ages since i last blogged. even more than a year i guess. i blame it all on twitter!

when i started twitter, not many of my friends were there then. but when all of a sudden twitter became so popular, every blogger friend of mine forgot blogging and moved onto tweeting! i guess i don't blame them coz thats what happened to me too.

i think i have to give credit to Ashraf. i saw him blog today and i just couldn't help but remember the thrill blogging used to give me back then.

so, i'm here again [this time hopefully i won't stop] and i'm here to stay!

i hereby welcome me back to the blogosphere and make it my new year's resolution to keeping blogging all year long!