Hit By The Reality

Been once faking the happy feelings them all,
Keeping the real of them just within the heart's wall.
Been living like a crazy fool,
Knitting emotions like it was wool.
Been living in a cute lil bubble,
Having never thought it'd be such a trouble.
Been living for others, for I was just too stupid,
Not having thought that the consequences would remain so vivid.
Been broken, shattered and beat,
I'm getting tired of this life and it's heat.
Been keeping it all bottled up, wondering if I should share,
Couldn't have been more shocked, I realized nobody really did care.
Been hit by the reality, finally..
Here I thank him for that, officially.